i love today!
my cool older stepbrother has a friend over. and if i didn’t have to wake up at the crack o’ dawn? i could stay up and play games. but nope. gotta get to bed. so goodnight. sleep tight. (:
capo on the ukulele. my fingers aren’t tiny enough. nobodys fingers are. seriously. it’s quite cramped!
I Don't Wanna!
but i really gotta climb in bed. :( i’m going to surprise my sister tomorrow, and i have to wakeup and like 7. it’s gonna suck, but it’ll be worth it. so goodnight. hopefully i sleep well tonight so i can wakeup bright and early. (:
Capo On Ukulele.
does that even work? it sounds so crazy high pitched. i’m tryin to make it sound good. let’s see!
i honestly don’t think anyone gets them as often as i do. and that made me remember the books from 1st grade. aha. yeeeah buddy.
I Gotta Pee.
and somebody’s in the restroom. not only are they in the restroom, they’re messin with stuff in the cabinets and what not. so i’m like, dude, seriously, i gotta pee. hurry it up. and they’re just in there diggin around. happens all the time.
Goofiest Day Ever.
quite literally. i went over to ryans. i made hot cocoa with my amazing starbucks cup, and then he made us ramen. i watched him play call of duty for a while because there was literally, just nothing to do. we went to his room and watched the flinstones for a bit. but every two seconds, something we said or did made us feel like the craziest people on earth. i’d either say something...
Hide & Seek.
i go through weird phases with this song. i can sing it easily all the way through one day, and the next day, i can’t hit any of the notes. but today? i’m hittin ‘em all. heckyeah. man. i’m in a super good freakin mood. (:
Unsilent Night 3.
i love you. i really do. but my daddy just called and said he wants to go see my sister. so tomorrow? ryan and i are hoppin in the car with daddy to head to louisiana. good cajun food and more of my amazing family? hellyeah. i can’t wait. (: sooo worth it! (: (: I’M SO HAPPY.
the shins make me so happy. urban outfitters sells...
I Just Realized.
i got $25 yesterday. all i need is $10. and a ride. holycrap. i can go. yayyy(:
i really wanted to go see my gran and grandad today. my mom woke me up, ‘wanna go see grandpa?’ uh, yeah! but now she’s saying we’re not going. i will find a way for her to get up and go. we’re gonna go. i wanna pet the cows and horsies. come on, mommmmm!
And To All A Goodnight.
i hope santa is gettin a lot of rest right now. goodnight ya’ll. <3
Merry Merry Christmas!
i woke up and surprisingly, wasn’t too tired. my eye hurt, but i didn’t think anything of it. so i get my contacts on and go into the restroom. and my eyes radiating and it’s red. so, i just kinda let it go. eyes hurt, right? it’s christmas. i’m not lettin it ruin my day. so i go to the living room, and we do the whole present thing. i got a lot of things, and...
i will SO take your macbook. i don’t care how crappy it is ahah. my laptops screen is broken somehow. it’s just black. how retarded. ahlickssss: I got a bunch of clothes (which is what I asked for) although I can’t fit any of the jeans I got, because I still haven’t lost all of my baby weight, obviously, and because my hips are still super wide from giving birth. But. All the shirts...
I Got Pinkeye.
for christmas. i’m not too sure it’s pinkeye, because i’ve never had it. but my eye has burned and really hurt all day. it’s extremely sensitive to any light. including this screen. it’s all red and everyones like, ‘awh whats wrong with your eye!?’ yeahhhh. it’s awesome ahaha. but today was the best. i’ll post another blog in a bit. (:
But Merry Christmas.
i really hope everyones christmas is extremely amazing. i don’t know what to expect.
I'm So Tired.
my eyes hurt from crying so much. i had another anxiety attack at ryan’s tonight. i felt terrible for having another one in front of him, but i can’t help it. he really helped me though. i didn’t have a really bad one, i was just crying for a really long time. but he held me the whole time and made sure i was okay. if my mom doesn’t take me to the doctor soon for this,...
i had an anxiety attack on christmas eve. :/ i love you, lauren. so much. laurenbabbles: crying on Christmas eve…
I Post The Longest Blogs.
and i doubt they’re all read. i just find it funny that even though i know that, i still type thousand word blogs. it’s late. goodnight y’all. (: merry christmas eve, you beautiful people.
In My Opinion.
tumblr was not created to discuss horrible things. such as drugs(used in the way, wrong way. far from what the doctors orders were), sex(in a lustful manner), naked people(for just the sake of being naked), alcohol(in a “hey, lets just go get trashed” kind of way), etc. i’m sick of seeing it. tumblr was most likely created for the creative people who want to share their pleasant...
my sister, brother in law, and niece are in my bed. my cousins on air matresses. i’m on the couch. the christmas lights are cute. the rain outside is making me so relaxed. but i’m wide awake. it’s 3, and i could stay up for so many more hours. but i’m going to try and sleep. i hope ya’ll are dreamin sweet things! goodnight, darlins(:
Here We Go.
i’m just wingin it. i feel like if i don’t shoot for the moon, i’ll just be a super lazy bum. i’m seeing these people come up with crazy things to do, and i just can’t do it. but i’m gonna come up with somethin. mary, you’re crazy for runnin five miles every day. i’d be lucky to run half a mile. ryan’s going to force me to run with him during...
that everyone seems to be posting about what they’ll do over christmas break? i got nothin. it really made me want to create a list for myself, but i just can’t come up with anything! the only thing i said was that i’d finish all the books i bought before december, i’d finish. i’ve finished two. i have a ton of books half read. i’m terrible at this. i’m...
that i posted of those guys singin cute songs? yeah. i’m listening to it over, and over, again. it makes me so freakin’ happy! ya’ll need to listen to amazing music, such as this. (:
i love you more than words could ever describe. i almost didn’t get to see you today. but you came over. we went fishin with our new fishin poles. i’m SO glad you liked it. then we came back to my house, and even though i was in a terrible mood, you made it so much better. you pulled me aside and made sure i was happy. and it worked. later we just layed down and talked about...
i previously posted a blog about other girls always telling ryan how cute he is, and what not. well, i felt it was necessary to try and write something out of it. it’s terrible. i’m not pleased with it as a whole, but there are certain parts i’m really proud of writing. it’s cheesy, like most of my writing, but i tried to make it just as serious and meaningful, as it is...
The best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you...– -Juno (via keshialee) (via jessebarrera) BEST MOVIE EVER MADE. <3
my ukulele is gettin some good use out of it right now. i’m blending ‘somewhere over the rainbow’ and ‘something’ together. it’s really darn cute. i’m havin fun. (:
that i could be so much better at playing instruments. i love all my stringed instruments, i just can’t play them well, with the exception of the violin. i’m watching these ukulele videos, and i wish i could play that well. it’s such a simple instrument, but my poor fingers just can’t keep up. i wish i could play so much better. practice makes perfect, i suppose.
The Temper Trap - Down River
finally. today’s music with some real lyrics. thankyou. this is what i live for. real music. The Temper Trap - Down River finally we have seen some things some awfully nice some dreadfully bad but we will sing wash the blood off our knees cause our love breaks through rough seas our ship will sail And I don’t understand how this world would work cause time will tell us nothing...
ANY SUGGESTIONS!? i need to hear something new. i have overplayed 90’s music and John Mayer. OVERRRRplayed. i don’t care what decade the music is from. i just need something new to my ears. please? (:
i’m so hyper. i’m giggling up a storm, over here. ryan keeps calling me shnookums because it makes me laugh. i miss asea. she’d be just as goofy if she was here. i love my boyfriend and my bestfriend. (: we are the goofiest people on this planet!
is the best daddy in the whole wide world. we went christmas shopping today. saw natalie. ate. and jammed to 50’s music. i was SO happy he made another old cd. i couldn’t stop dancing and singing. he laughed pretty hard at me, aha. i miss old music. i miss listening to it, with him. he’s the best. without him, i wouldn’t even be jesse. i’d be the most boring person...
Thank you for the follow and also for reblogging that one post I made. Thank you also for the compliment. I can tell you are a good person as well. It takes one to know one. By the way, this is Rudolph. Yes my name is Rudolph. :) you are a total sweetheart, rudolph. you’re welcome for everything. (:
UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY. yeah. i’ve been countin down since that day was over. (:
I want you to fall down.
i agree with all of this. it’s amazing. i just started following you, and i’m already amazed. PLUS, your name is rudolph? how cool. i love it when i find REAL, good hearted people on tumblr. it’s a rarity, i tell ya. the cool names are just a bonus. rudie: People need to understand that letting go of a problem without having to solve it first will always come back to haunt...