June 2009
Ranger Game!
Baseball is the best sport, ever. Expect some kick-a photography when i get back.
i’m stoked! awesome seats! two great teams! AHHH. (: texas WILL win …and i’m going to marry Michael Young.
my baby wrote this :)
that’s weird. not that you only have two followers, but that we don’t even know you and she followed you too.
see what i mean? weird.
rowanahsee:
Well, embarassingly, she’s the only other person following me apart from you :$
small world indeed :)
jessikuhalice:
woah, how do you know her? she lives relatively close to me compared to where you are, haha. small world, i suppose.
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Is It Weird...
that sometimes, i really really believe horoscopes? or that sometimes, i really believe my fortunes from fortune cookies.
anyone else do that?
my baby wrote this :)
woah, how do you know her? she lives relatively close to me compared to where you are, haha. small world, i suppose.
rowanahsee:
kinseykinz:
ive gained and lost friends but hey who cares, friends come and go and its the true friends that are worth given a damn about. Those kind of friends are extremely rare to find but ive found a few, and the one i can rely on with my complete life, every...
Well, What Do I Know, Anyways?
it’s worth it if you can find it. but after searching so long, and only being thrown let downs, it gets old really quickly. i still keep my head up, but it’s so difficult. i have to be strong. i’m never a little baby about things, i’m just saying it gets really really hard sometimes. that’s why i have to stay strong through it all. i try. an effort is better than...
Well, What Do I Know, Anyways?
I give up on the impossibility of life. i give up on the fact that nothing works out the way i really want it to. it never has. ever. i’m not trying to exaggerate. i’m not trying to be dramatic. i’m being realistic. everytime i think something will work out, it will fail. when i pick myself back up, i end up falling right back down. when i think i’ve made the right choice...
If I Can't.
If I Can’t. 6.26.09
if i can’t have you if i can’t look at this right if i could have you more than i know is right
if my lungs can’t breathe if i keep hyperventalating if i know you’re not here how do i know where my hope is?
if i keep falling if you’re not catching if i want to drop how do i know what i’ll land on?
if i can’t have you if you...
Sunny Old Sunday.
I know this song is ridiculous, and very cliche rhyming, but i found it to be kind of cute. i don’t know if i’ll ever want to turn it into a legit song, but i like the lyrics. i know that i wrote it, just wanting to write something down, but it does have a meaning. first off, i love the beach, so i wrote it as if i was on the beach. second, i’m saying don’t just sit on your...
What A Week!
i haven’t been on my computer/laptop in over a week. this has been such a crazy week. i was in arlington all week, which is where i was born. i love it there so much. a ton of my family is there, and i got to chill with so many of my cousins. it was just like old times. arlingtons my home(: haha. last night i went to my sisters house, and we went swimming. the hottub was closed, so we were a...
I am completely, insanely, in love with Matt &...
Mess.
i’m a mess with my hands i’ve made a mess with my heart i couldn’t live without you; i can’t because i know you’re always there i can see you, even in the darkest of dark
it took a lot to step back it took a lot to see what i have but i see i want what i need all i know is what i feel
i feel you i felt you even when you weren’t there and now our feet keep the...
It Is What It Is.
& that’s all it’s ever gonna be.
-my brother
i wish that i could feel better. i think i dislike how this quote is right, no matter the situation. no matter how bad or good. it’s always right.
i wish i could write tonight. i feel numb again. awesome…
'Starin' At A Maple Leaf.'
Gavin DeGraw<3
Right now, i’m at that time where i think too much. my mind gets overwhelmed, i think, get frustrated, talk myself out/in to things, etc. everyone’s been there. everyone knows what i mean. i wish they had a cure for times like this. i’m goin to watch a movie with my mom, come back in here and write. deal? deal.
‘The sun was just yellow energy.’
Tonight, We Rise.
(kid liberty song, if you didn’t know. check’em out. myspace.com/kidliberty)
i’d just like to say, tonight i feel very good. i feel like this year is really the year for me to pull together. sure, i’ve definitely fallen apart, but i’m growing up(emotionally) so much. i feel like i’ve become so much stronger this year. i feel like i’ve matured more than...
Read My Mind For Just A Second.
i just feel like typing some nonsense.
today was filled up like none other. it’s the first summer day that really feels like summer. tommy came over, and i haven’t chilled with him for soooo long. he’s one of the bestfriends that’s moved. i have a good collection of those. it’s ridiculous. anyhow, he came over and we played guitar and sang and what not. after a bit,...
Unfortunate.
i think i’m getting sick. not passing out or dizziness this time, but cold sick. again. for the 200th time this year.
i’ll be insanely angry if i’m sick.
Sad Mornings, Happy Days.
I woke up around 9:20ish this morning crying my eyes out. i dreamt about my brother, and it was the saddest dream. the dream ended playing “I Hope You Dance” by LeeAnn Womack. which is a perfectly suitable song for such a dream. i woke up crying, and couldn’t believe i cried for 30 minutes, plus however long i was crying in my sleep. i finally fell back asleep, and had weird...
“I think that possibly, maybe I’m falling for you. Yes, theres a chance that I’ve fallen quite hard over you.”
I think Landon Pigg might have my heart. Musically, anyhow. hahah(:
Summer
wow. all of that blows. i’m sorry, man.
dro8:
School is finally out. I mean for now,since I have like 6 more years left. So yesterday was the very last day of school and the first few hours of summer. I invited all my friends to come over. Then my dad came in on us and yelled at me to come and work. So i had to kick all my friends out. Which really sucked. I got so mad and fustrated that i...
Ups & Towns, Twists & Durns.
today’s been eventful, but i feel as if i did absolutely nothing. not one thing. i feel so empty, and that is the worst feeling i could ever get. i finally finished my freshmen year of high school. i feel like i accomplished that, but i still have three years left, plus college. it’s so ridiculous. school never ends. so anyways. my last post thing was when i was in a good mood. and...
Shaky Voices Vs. Vibrato
I realize that when i sing, i try to control my voice, and it makes it shaky. it’s like, if i think about it, it effects it. and i’m like, what the crap do i have to do!? hahah. i just recorded myself and realized i sound shaky. maybe because i’m cold, or maybe because i try too hard when i sing or something? i have no idea. i did get told once that i have a natural vibrato.
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Before I Start Dreaming.
I’d like to write a bit. so for a few moments, i plan on doing nothing but ramble. which is what i do best(:
so i saw the new moon trailer today. not gonna lie, i’m frikkin beyond stoked. of course, that’s my least favorite book of the saga, but it’s still fantastic. i can’t wait for it to come out. i’ll probably cry my eyes out, just like i did with twilight....
Well how about that...
“Keep your face to the sun and you will never see the shadows.” -Fortune Cookie i have a huge collection of these. right as me and my friend are discussing my pessimism, i open this up. ironic, eh? them asians know what’s up(:
ok, whoa....
How in the world does that balance out? That’s soo much school. Dude, i feel sorry for you. We start in september, get out in early june, we have a ton of three day weekends, we get a half week thanksgiving break, a two week christmas break, and a week spring break, plus a three month summer break. i’d hate school in scotland. hahah.
and yayyy non-noobness(:
rowanahsee:
Oh right,...
