rambling.: my past three days! →
-friday: went to see how to train your dragon with tanner! then we left for the lakehouse with my dad and tom! relaxed and ate dinner and watched the sunset. -saturday: seadoo’ed with tanner, drove that think like crazy! boat rides and awesomeness. good food. -sunday: tubing on the boat,… oh my goodness i love you so so much.
it’s okay. i’ll text you when i get my mom’s phone back, okay? she’s out right now. thankyou. laurenbabbles: i’m extremely sorry. text me? i really want to be there for you but i don’t have the number to text:/
It is what it is.– Tommy (via shreni) he got that from me. stealerrrr lol.
won’t be very exciting lately. i might go on a tumblr break. it depends how i feel later. i just don’t want to be an extreme depresser on here. i’ll still check it though, so post fun stuff.
What Do You Do?
when it’s all gone? i can’t believe this. i can’t believe you’re gone…
Be with me in all the ways you can. please.
I'm Ready To Turn Things Around.
for everything. me. you. us. the world. i’ll turn it all around.
I Love You So Much.
please don’t ever leave me… please.
my cute wittle dog,
oh, no! poor lexie:( what happened? lafillequiecrit: has twenty stitches :(
Happy Father's Day.
i love you, daddy. i’m sorry you’ve had to go through everything that you’ve gone through. but remember, there’s always better ways to handle everything. i’d like to see you pick yourself up. i just hope you’ll be okay. i know you’re more okay than you think you are. i’d die without you. i love you, so much.
I Love Kansas.
and i love being here with my brother. he makes me feel like everything’s okay. i love him more than you can fathom.
You Make Me Feel So Good.
today was incredible. beyond incredible. it’s what we needed after not spending much time together this summer. i love you more than words could ever express. goodness… i love you, my ryan. i don’t know why you’re so amazing to me. i couldn’t ask for anything more. i’d never want anything more than you.
i love you, so much! we HAVE to do that again very soon. i go to kansas friday and get back wednesday. so after that, i’m hangin out wiff yaaa! double date? yes. (: and did you taste those cookie monster cupcakes!? my goodness! they were phenomenal! lafillequiecrit: slept over at my house yesterdayyy! we spent two whole hours at target, and bought quite a bit! and then we attempted to...
I Felt Like Passing Out.
when walking to ryan’s. but i got there, he gave me this hug and smiled, like he hasn’t done in so long. i mean that’s our everyday greeting, but his smile was just sweeter than usual. you would have to be me to understand. but we laid down for about an hour, and he was being so adorable. just trying to make me feel better, and making sure i’d smile at all times. everything...
i thought you were supposed to go to talia’s? :( maryjaygee: Today was great. Another day with the best friend…we went everywhere just about. [: (and I got new Urban Outfitter shoes,woo) …and there was a dress from Anthropologie that I wanted…but since I didn’t have $100…haha. T’was a good day.
I Feel Extremely Nauseated.
it’s what i get for playing sudoku in the car… i get sick when i read/focus too much in the car.
Soft And Sweet.
this song is extremely adorable. me and ryan will be seeing G. Love when he opens for Jack Johnson in august. as of now, i want to grow up a little more, marry ryan, and have kids. i want him to be this cute with our kids, which i know he will be, and i want to sing this song. laying in a hammock by the sea wouldn’t be too bad either… (; my point, i love my ryan. and if it’s...
I'm Really Sick.
of sitting here, wishing things would happen. wanting things to happen. i’m going to make them happen. i will.
Today Was Up And Down.
i got ryan a present for no reason, but he killed my mood, and i didn’t even want to give it to him. i got to his house, tommy was there, and i just wanted to hangout with ryan. tommy left after a while. ryan opened his present with his stupid brother in and out of the room. but he liked it anyway. i just feel like it all got so ruined, but i’m glad he liked it nonetheless. we went to...
flickr has some of the LAMEST turtle kites i’ve ever seen. mine is absolutely adorable, and i just wanted to say that i’ll be flying it soon. hopefully within the next few days. maybe a nice windy day will blow through here, and i’ll have a lot cooler pictures of my kite than flickr. (:
because i’ve only eaten one thing all day, and i’m starving. might be one reason i can’t sleep. i’m exhausted, but i can’t sleep. i love being an insomniac. you know what else i love? how almost every person i follow/follows me is an insomniac too. maybe that’s why we do nothing but blog… (:
babbling in the now.: this week →
has been pretty lame, except for tuesday and wednesday afternoon. monday was okay until about 3 and then everything went downhill from there. tuesday morning, i get a text that completely changed my mood:) then i went to alayna and amanda’s party:) gahh, so much fun. no joke. i can’t wait… well, woah. what happened after church? god i wish my stupid phone worked. :( you can text my...
i really wish i was there. and we could make each others day/week so much better. bleh. i’m so so so sorry my christunna. :( lafillequiecrit: i feel so sick. and gross. and sad. and grumpy. and ugh.
So I Ended Up.
not seeing imogen. dealing with family drama. and sleeping at a hospital. now i’m home. my mom is fine. thank god. and i’m not sleeping over at christinas. man. this week is kickin. :/
i’m pissed off in ways you can’t imagine. but trying to keep my hopes up for imogen. fkdljfldasdasjd.
JessikuhAlice!: So Much To Do In So Little Time! →
oh my goodness! and i thought i had good seats! calesolyn: we’re going to leave at six because traffic will probably be ridiculous. plus grand prairie is so far. an address for the venue? 1001 Performance Place Grand Prairie, TX 75050. i’m in section 202, row DD, seat 17 or 18. whichever one i pick, aha. what section/seat are you in? but my tickets… Im leaving at 5:30, for same reasons....
So Much To Do In So Little Time!
we’re going to leave at six because traffic will probably be ridiculous. plus grand prairie is so far. an address for the venue? 1001 Performance Place Grand Prairie, TX 75050. i’m in section 202, row DD, seat 17 or 18. whichever one i pick, aha. what section/seat are you in? but my tickets haven’t even come in yet, so i’m kind of stressing. :( they can apparently get me...
So Much To Do In So Little Time!
i better start rushing! ya know the feelin!?
oh i can too. i set it as my alarm once, and it didn’t really work. kinda had the opposite effect. ahaha. but i did wake up singing. that was nice. (: maryjaygee: jessikuhalice: i can’t explain how stoked i am. it’s going to be so, SO incredible. imogen blows my mind away. i’m going to cry of excitement! :o ! I can fall asleep listening to Hide and Seek. Haha. Loveeeeeee.
My Creative Role Isn't Gone.
but i’m far too exhausted, and i have to have energy for tomorrow. so i shall hit the sheets. tomorrow i have to deep clean my room in order to see imogen. but that shall be quite easy to do. my room isn’t that bad. woooooooh. let’s go!
I Love Making You Things.
it’s been over a month since i made you something, so it was about time i came up with something. i drew this extremely cool tree, and wrote really sweet jack johnson lyrics around it. it looks pretty wicked cool. he’s gonna like it. (:
i can’t explain how stoked i am. it’s going to be so, SO incredible. imogen blows my mind away. i’m going to cry of excitement!
I Look Like A Child With Bangs.
Ya Know What Sucks About This Treatment?
and working out everyday? when you skip workouts, then have to shove them all in on one day lol. so i’m gonna go do abs and arms for 25 minutes, which is bad so late. then sleep! yayyy. (:
so i went walkin with ryan while he ran, and it was nice. our first walking/running session together went very well. i felt like those people in the movies, ha. then we watched some house. after spending all day with tommy and some other people. all in all, i’d say it was a pretty dandy day. goin over to ryan’s mommy’s house tomorrow for some chicklin and dumplins! (:
i don't even know what to think, or how to feel.
well, hello. start your bitching and moaning now. (: laurenbabbles: i know i’m probably overreacting but i feel like i’m getting mixed signals. i’m scared out of my mind right now. i just need a friend right now. i need a hug. i need someone to listen to me bitch and moan and cry.
another great summer day. i’m perrrtyy excited, cause talia is awesome. i have no idea who is gonna be over there besides ryan and tommy, but i’m sure it’ll be quite the blast. now i just have to force myself off of this oh, so horrid website and jump in the shower so i can start getting ready. i just don’t see it happening!
I Wish My Laptop Worked.
because i miss all my music, and all my photos. and basically everything on there. naw meen?