what you imagine paradise to be like. when i first hear the word, i immediately think of an island. but god knows that won’t always be paradise. mine? i’d make all my immediate family live together. every sister, my brother, MY parents. so i guess that’s selfish for my other siblings with different parents, but it’s what i remember from being little. i was so happy, all...
babbling in the now.: behind my back, you fill... →
do you not realize that you’re ruining you’ve ruined everything? do you not realize how sick i am of living here? behind my back, you fill your glass. i closed my bedroom door after all you got was juice… and then i hear the fridge open again. when i opened the door you tried to hide it and… i love you, so much. and i’m so sorry, lauren.
When you love, when you really love
ventisette: it’s not about what you get back. True love is selfless. Real commitment is altruistic.
who just found a website with books on it!? free books, online to read, so i don’t have to buy them. it’s stupid books that i know are awful (for school) that i refuse to buy. so i’m excited about this site!
want to wake up. i didn’t want to leave your house. i never do. i’m more at home there, than here. i love waking up with you next to me. or rather you taking up more than half the bed (; tomorrow is 13 months! i’m still counting, cause i’m happy. he’s been so incredible to me, and i couldn’t be more thankful. i love you, you silly boy.
This is for those who wait Another day, another waiting game A little different but it’s still the same I am here, but where’s the one I’m longing for? I’m having trouble feeling all alone Will my heart ever find a home? I want to hope but sometimes I just don’t know I know I’m not the only one So we sing a lullaby to the lonely hearts tonight Let it set your...
the five songs you would have with you on a deserted island, and why. goodness, really? why are these questions so hard… 1. My Heart - Paramore it makes me want to cry and hold on to jesus through anything. 2. Revolution - The Beatles this song pushes us. everyone. always. i honestly can’t finish this list. there are millions of songs to choose from, and five is so impossible. when...
At My Daddy's.
and goin’ home later to hangout with ryan. all this past week we’ve barely gotten real time to hangout. we did yesterday for a few hours and it made me so happy. so we’re making up for all the missed time. stupid school, right?
something that inspires me. this is hard. because there are so many things to choose from, ya know? first and foremost, god/jesus christ inspire me to live life in such an amazing way. no one can inspire me like He does. when i read the bible or go to church, i’m just so happy because jesus does that to me. they inspire me to have a great life, completely run by them. if that makes sense....
Hey Beautiful,: Pho Friday Was A Sucess! →
I love Jess & Richie:) and J.P is really cool! So pretty much Richie, J.P and I drove to a lot of people’s houses, but none of them were there, apart from J/P’s gf, who’s really cute and little, we played with his puppy Lex, the most gorgeous dog alive… DUDE. They took me to this abandoned house… that sounds awesome. i’m really glad yall had fun afterwards. the game was fun,...
Guilty Pleasure. it’s typical, but probably starbucks. it’s just so, so expensive, and i’ve spent so much on it, it’s ridiculous. i don’t know if i have any weird guilty pleasures. i’m sure i do, but i can’t think of any.
ever scared of something, actually terrified of something that you know won’t happen? i’m just so, so scared. i couldn’t handle it, but i know you’re not going anywhere. i’d say i don’t know why my heart shells itself like this, but i do. it’s the most awful feeling ever; insecurity. i can’t help it. you caused this, and i can’t make it go...
lafillequiecrit: I love you. I love you more than I could possibly describe. I love you for listening when I’m concerned about something.. And instead of making me feel dumb about it, or questioning why I feel that way, or being upset with me.. you just reassure me of what I need to hear. You reassure me that you love me. Twenty-one months and not a single fight. One serious upset occurence,...
i really want to make out with someone right now
maryjaygee: jessikuhalice: maryjaygee: geoffreydavid: maryjaygee: heyheyrichboy: it’s been too long :( I second that. Any takers? Aha jk. But seriously, even a kiss on the cheek would be nice. Hey girl ;) Hahahaha. Geoff! We need to get smoothies again, maan! :) dude, maryjack, holla at chyo boyfriend! that’s what i’m here fo, gurrrrl! (; Oh, you guys are making my day...
i really want to make out with someone right now
maryjaygee: geoffreydavid: maryjaygee: heyheyrichboy: it’s been too long :( I second that. Any takers? Aha jk. But seriously, even a kiss on the cheek would be nice. Hey girl ;) Hahahaha. Geoff! We need to get smoothies again, maan! :) dude, maryjack, holla at chyo boyfriend! that’s what i’m here fo, gurrrrl! (;
Geoffrey David: First day. →
geoffreydavid: jessikuhalice: Hung with Dalton and Mike before school, then went to school. Got there during 2nd peorid (dont have to be there till then), and had English, then Economics with Rebecca, and then went to lunch with Anne, Josh, Lizzie, and Erin. After that, I have Earth and Space science with Robby, and then Math… sorry i’m responding so late! i haven’t been on here since...
maryjaygee: WTF IS UP WITH ALL THE BEES AT EAST?! They’re everywhere. There were a few in B5. I’M TERRIFIED OF THOSE THINGS. I look like an idiot when I’m coming back from the parking lot, cause I’m ducking and dodging them and..yeah, pretty much. I hate them. one landed on my binder today. it was so weird. so my friend blew it off for me.
like i have so much to say, but i’m so speechless. …so i sing some more. (:
i’m super happy i saw you today! it just needs to happen more often! i think it’s literally been over a year. :(
nothing they said really hit my heart, but it was the time i had to myself to pray that hit me. i was (i think) the last one sitting, and it just felt so good to really talk to god. i talk to him everyday, but not like that in church, ever. i really love god, and i prayed that he really stays with me all year, more than he ever has. i can’t survive without him. he’s the only one who...
Geoffrey David: First day. →
Hung with Dalton and Mike before school, then went to school. Got there during 2nd peorid (dont have to be there till then), and had English, then Economics with Rebecca, and then went to lunch with Anne, Josh, Lizzie, and Erin. After that, I have Earth and Space science with Robby, and then Math… sorry i’m responding so late! i haven’t been on here since monday. but...
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order...
maryjaygee: I’m terrible at keeping up with the challenges haha. -Sol Piedad Gonzalez. I miss my sister, maan:( -Stephanie Joy Van Den Heuvel. -Jessica (It’s ridiculous that I don’t know your middle name) Reyes. -Matthew Nathan McAllister. -Anyone who gives a damn. ahhh, i can’t believe i’m on here! that makes me so happy. (: and look at my name on here, silly. it’s...
taking out that nose ring hurt like a mother. it had a 90 degree angle and it felt like i just fell off a cliff, aha. but now i have a non-cute clear one in. stupid schools, man.
woke up, showered, ate a yummy bagel, went to school, had lunch with the coolest kids ever (including ryan, thank god!), and then finished up school. afterwards i went to ryans, and he wouldn’t get food with me, so we just took a nap, aha. tomorrow we’re swimming. yay! then i went and got nose rings! heckyeah. overall, fairly darn good day. (:
I Just Feel Awful.
school wasn’t bad, but i walk into first period and instantly feel my blood pressure drop. really, stupid body? it’s the first freakin day of school, so calm down. :( right now i can feel my stupid tiny heart beating, and it feels like it’s about to come up my throat. it feels like my bp is super low, but it’s fine. i just feel so sick. i hate this feeling, and nobody else...
ahlickssss: jessikuhalice: ahlickssss: was decent. I didn’t get lost at all, and I wasn’t late to any classes. This year is going to be good, it’s just weird seeing him everyday, and the fact that he was texting me without being an asshole..what does he expect outta me? OK DONE BEING GAAAAY~ which zak? nooooo lol what?
rambling.: An actual sum of my day: →
well, they put me in the junior ib precal class. that was the start of my day. alienated and alone and dreading. then i went to web mastering, which was lame because i want to switch out to art two or something actually entertaining, but nbd. then anatomy, which is the only regs i’ve taken in a… me and ryan saw tanner waiting for you outside of class and i thought it was adorable. i ran...
ahlickssss: was decent. I didn’t get lost at all, and I wasn’t late to any classes. This year is going to be good, it’s just weird seeing Zak everyday, and the fact that he was texting me without being an asshole..what does he expect outta me? OK DONE BEING GAAAAY~ which zak?
Thanks Michelle Phan,
rudie: for showing me how to make my own pore strip! I’m so trying this once I get gell-o. so glad i wasn’t the only one fascinated when i saw this! i have everything necessary to make it, but i don’t know if i should do it with my nose piercing. :/