I miss this :(
i don’t know where good country went. where the real texas, down home country went. stupid stupid nashville. i mean, read these lyrics and tell me if they aren’t the sweetest thing ever? i really need to go to sleep, hah. goodnight<3 Wake up, what you been dreaming about I ain’t got a lot to say, but I could talk to you for hours The way you talk, the way that you breathe The...
Long long week.
but a good one. ryan and i had a movie night, watched easy a which is always amazing, followed by the other guys. ugh, don’t waste your time. another good example of why i dislike will farrell so much. nonetheless it was a fun night. tomorrow after school i go to oklahoma for a family reunion type thing. basically, we’re celebrating when we came and stole all the indian’s land....
Got myself a threadbare gypsy soul, like to dance...
i got back on facebook for a second, and i saw videos of stevie with his best friend, and it made me tear up. my mom came in and i showed her, and when the video finished and she was saying goodnight, she gave me a long hug and said ‘i love you. i love you a whole whole bunch.’ you just never know you guys. life is too damn short. <3
today was fabulous. i did well on taks, the rest of school was just boring. ryan and i went to pho, because he’s not feeling well. my poor guy has poison ivy everywhere. it completely sucks. needless to say, we laid on his couch and watched the stanley cup. i was rootin’ for the hot canadians, but nonetheless it was an incredible game. aaaand then we were silly and watched some...
wish me luck on taks, it should be pretty easy, but still. you never know. (: have sweet dreams.
why you be so good?!
I absolutely absolutely loved today.
school went by fast and well, and then it was a bajillion hours with christina. cale gave me incredible news that i get to help out with his benefit concert for japan by making red bracelets to sell, since i won’t be able to attend. so christina and i went to michaels, bought a crap ton of red string and cute little charms to put on some of them. she taught me how to make a certain kind, so...
I think if you are really into words and poetry and situations of life, there is...– Stevie Nicks (via tulletulle) this, every single day.
I went to see you.
finally. i made you a little turtle bracelet, which i really hope you like, and i brought you some nice honeysuckles. they smell really nice. the bracelet doesn’t though, just a warning. hemp kind of smells like horses, aha. all of the nice things people have left you are so adorable. to see it all is so comforting. to see where the grass lay flat where your visitors sit let me know that...
I just found out what I'm getting my sister for...
and now that i have a job, i can finally afford something like this. oh my gosh she’s going to freak. woaaaah!<3333 i’m in a good mood, have i told y’all that yet? because i so am. today is awesome. seriously great.
Sucha good mood (:
i think it’s time to go to victoria’s secret and use these coupons. you know what i’m sayin’? hopefully my car gets me there and back safely. it’s been a mess lately. have a great day<3
I want to cry. big fat tears.
journey and foreigner will be here together, in the same venue, at once, on the same day, oh my gosh. I WANT TO GO SO BAD.
happy happy easter, loves<3 i went to my aunt’s house, we had a little cute easter egg hunt for the wittle ones, and a money hunt for us big ones! i found about $20 and so did ryan. we’ve decided we’re going to spend it on a movie date or something equally as cute. after spending time with my family, we went to his house and watched top gun, and listened/watched the storm. it...
Happy easter, everyone!
did anybody else get a basket? i have way too much candy for one person, ahah. have a great day y’all (:
Some days, like today,
i just really love work. i had to stand up at the hostess stand for a good six hours straight, but i was having fun whilst doing so. i ended up staying at work until 1 hanging out with my coworkers, singing old outkast while they drank a little and it was just a simple kind of fun. we passed out easter bags for the guys who cook and clean, and i gave the girls big chocolate bunnies. it was a good...
My mom picked me a little rose.
and i want to go give it to you. if i have time before work, i’m coming to see you and all the nice things people have left you. i love you, so much.
Christmas music in April?
so not complaining. i love me some bing crosby <3
Hey guess what?
nancyreynoso: IDGAF this is so my current mood on everything right now. i’m so freaking doneeeeee.
On my facebook right now, there is an arguement about harry potter and jesus… between a jesus freak and a brit. a straight up raw brit. who do you think is gonna win this battle? just because we enjoy harry potter, that apparently means we’re going to hell, and we have to find jesus. because we haven’t already? geeze, the audacity of some people. i’m going to post this...
Woah, 6 more months!
until all of my sisters will be here with me to celebrate me being an adult, and we’re all going to get tattoos. FINALLYYYYYYY! Who’s excited?! This girl right here!
When I grow up, I want to live near the sea. Crab...
So tiredddd. completely pointless ranting...
worked for five hours, which isn’t that bad, but i just really don’t want to deal with people anymore. i broke my first glass tonight, because i can’t reach where the cups go in the bar… can you tell me how pathetic that is? and then on the way home my car decides to fake die on me in the middle of the road, and then magically restarts? my car has been the biggest shit hole...
I have a secret!
and i can’t tell you guys until tomorrow! hehehe (: i’m in a way better mood. i went to church with kaitlyn, and it completely made me feel so much better. hearing about god can be hard sometimes, but it helped a lot. i love kaitlyn, and i love the feeling of going to church and actually enjoying it. hooray for a good night.
If these anxiety attacks come back.
i can’t handle that. i just really can’t. i’m so sick of people right now. tonight’s gonna blow pretty hard, i can already tell.
I'm just so done with being here.
i’ve always hated this place, this stupid city. and today, this week, is only proving even more why i hate it so much. i’ve only been back for two days, and i’m already having such a freaking hard time. one more year and i’ll be out of here. one.
cute moment of the day.
lafillequirit: Jessica: CHRISTINAAAA! Me: JESSSSSICA!!! Jessica: TANNNNNER! I DREAMED YOU DIED! Tanner and I: What?! Jessica: Yeah. He died. And all i could think about is, ‘what is Christina thinking right now?! what is she gonna do?! I mean, she can’t.. it’s TANNER! it made me so sad!’ Tanner: How did I die?! Jessica: I don’t even know. That’s not what was important! Me: Just don’t die. — i...
I can't stop thinking about you.
i’ve been having the most frightening dreams about you, crying in my sleep. dreaming it was my fault, blaming myself, people trying to mess with your rest, trying to move you around where the flowers don’t bloom. i keep apologizing to you for the times i didn’t say hello, for the times i didn’t think to get closer to you. i keep regretting to be sorry, because i know it...
There’s no point to being grown up if you can’t be childish...– Fortune Cookie
There will be an answer, let it be.