MMM took a really good nap.
missed church but i don’t even care. i was so freakin tired. dreamt about john mayer, and now i’m listening to him which means my day is automatically perfect<3 i’m gonna eat something and then hopefully get enough motivation to study. yuhhh.
Mind over matter, you guys. Mind over matter.
Ha, just remembered I forgot to take my medicine...
that most definitely explains these crappy up and down feelings i’ve had all freakin’ day. mmm yay anxiety. life would be so boring with out you…
i'm seriously having a pathetic couple days.
i have no best friend to be twins with for twin day (which was today), and i’m seriously thinking i’ll be flying solo to homecoming. which will suck. but if i have a date, will that be awkward? IDKWTFTD. :( and i just am really kinda hating that i’m losing my good friends at my school. they’re all in this awesome homecoming group that i probably won’t be a part of....
My gay uncle is trying to hook me up with gay guys...
“They’re young, they’re cute, they dress and smell better than most boys and after homecoming you can dish on everyone else!” BAHAHAHHH i love my uncle so much<3 this is hilarious, you guys.
I am a wanderer at heart; meant to find not one...
My mommy's leaving until Sunday.
this is gonna suck. she’s the only reason i’m in this household, and a week with my freakin step family and that’s it? i’m not going to be here one bit. i’ll go straight from school to the library. i’ll stay extra hours at school. something. oh my gosh. don’t leaveeeeeeeeee :(
You know what I just did?
i have a massive corkboard on my door and i just put a bajillion cutouts and photos from magazines ALL over it. i’m seriously becoming girlier and girlier every day. i don’t know what’s becoming of myself… it’s kind of fun?(:
Sometimes life isn't fair. And the things in it...
I feel like I've lost a really special group of...
over a real shitty reason. if one problem with one of my friends is going to make that entire group of people feel awkward around me? and treat me differently for something that was SO stupid? go back to middle school, kids. we’re almost out of high school and you’re going to act like children. that’s honestly okay with me, though. i thought one of you, one of the most special...
Nobody said it was easy. No one ever said it would...
i have friends up north. i have friends up north that are in the danger zones on the map of the united states. guys, i don’t know about you but i have people i love up there. hurricane irene is about to blow us literally out of the water, and if any of these people i know are effected, i don’t know how to react. all i know how to do is pray. so i’ll be praying for them tonight...
i'm so tired :(
i’m still not used to school schedule yet, but i’ll get there. i want to nap but i have to go to my stepbrothers football game. mmmmm so sleepy.
i love my best friend.
that is all. (:
…those awful moments that happen somewhat frequently when your three year old niece asks about ryan. ugh. make it stop. i miss what i felt in the beginning you guys. i really do. i hate that what we had faded so quickly, but we stuck through with it anyways. i just hate what happened to us. i hate that all of my family loved him and ugh. i hate it all. :((((
First day of senior year?
not too shabby. i was most excited to see all of my special ed kids attack me in the hallway. i’ve missed them so much. hunter has facial hair now and he grew his hair out and it’s so weird. he needs to stay all innocent looking forever. and john didn’t move, you guys!! i thought he moved back home but nope! gosh you guys, i’m so happy that i get to see them everyday again....
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oh please oh please!
i went into work today and my boss told me i didn’t have to work tonight. so i ate and left. before i’m even out of our parking lot, my cars dies. again. for the third time since it’s been out of the shop and been “fixed”. so i give up. it’ll go back in soon, and hopefully fast enough before my mom goes out of town because i’ll need a way to school. and...
And now listening to...
yelyahwilliams: Belly - “King” from their album of the same title. Was just introduced to this band by my friend Lindsey Byrnes… I love female vocals and I love this era of music. Check em out. Apparently, Belly was Lindsey’s jam back in the day and now thanks to her they can be my jam too. Hayley, could you tell Jeremy I’m in love with him? I mean, I’m in love with you too but...